The question that has been on my mind the most lately isn't one of the typical ones. It's not where am I going in life, what is going to happen in the next year, or any of those. The question on my mind is:
"Am I socially retarded?"
Lately I have been pondering whether or not I can actually tell if a girl likes me or if she is sending me any sort of "signals." This question has always been in the back of my mind, however in the last month it has been risen to the front, and keeps tormenting me for an answer. And I'm not totally sure how to answer it.
Why is it so complicated for men to figure out what women are trying to tell them non-verbally and vice versa? And why does society deem it necessary to communicate in such a way? What is wrong with just telling people how you feel? is it because there's the potential that they won't like it? I know for me I have been stuck in the position where I more or less calculate what I should do or how I should act in accordance to how the other person in the potential relationship feels about me. Maybe this is why I have yet to have a relationship that last longer than a few months.
I have decided that I shall no longer listen to other people's advice about what I should do and that I should just act according to how I feel at the moment, and that I shouldn't necessarily base all my decisions about what I do based on my percieved consequences. Because as I have experienced in the past, the imagination is far worse than reality.
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